today has not been memorable; worked a short shift, cooked dinner, watched too much reality tv, now contemplating going to bed even though it's not yet midnight. perhaps i'll call a gainesvillain, the only people i can appropriately call at this hour. no emails today, no new jobs posted on any of the sites i check. so. this is beginning to make me crazy. how much good nature do i have left in me where the job hunt is concerned? i am bored bored bored, and also broke broke broke, and i just want to be fulfilled, just a little. i am too smart for this crap.

on happy notes, i am reading the most recent sarah blaffer hrdy book (sociobio, on the roles of mothers, mothering, and female choice in human evolution) and listening to the new ani album that came out today, so there is some sense of harmony. this is ani's divorce album. all the greats have a divorce album.

i went and saw nina. it was refreshing, perfect, fun, crazy. i am heading back at the end of the month; i mean, we need to take advantage of proximity while we've got it. it could well be another 8 years before we live a mere 4 hours away again.

otherwise, i need to get on the ball with job apps again. i am still working a lot, which is good for the flow but bad for the time and inclination to mail resumes. if i had a printer and a swift internet connection it would be better, but those are really just excuses.

that's it...gotta ease back in to the blogging...